An annoying thing about treatment? Sanity. Let me be clear: I am not going to stop seeking treatment. I am not going off my meds. I just wish I could get the best of both worlds. I have seen some gorgeous things in my time. People, scenery, flowers, trees, animals, whatever. I’ve seen majesty. I’ve
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There’s this battle going on in my house. It’s pretty hilarious. I can’t stand the smell of dairy products. Cheese, milk, whatever. Most of it smells dead, or worse. Even ice cream gives me a hard time sometimes, depending on how much it smells like dairy. Whenever someone in the house has cheese, my stomach
A bright room, shared with someone I love. A dark hole, a vast emptiness. A comfortable bed, just enough pillows. A hole, deep and bare. A nice moment, companionship with my love. Terror abounds, I’m more alone than I’ve ever imagined. Leisure time. A punishment most vicious. I watch her at peace, as I crawl
Everyone says things that add up to “good parents let their kids win games” and shit like that. Here’s the thing, though: Somebody has to teach them how to lose, and it shouldn’t be some jackass kid. Last night I played Magic: the Gathering with the Boy for the new series I’m writing for GeekDad
So, work for the season hasn’t picked back up. My boss took Christmas off, and gave us all a holiday. Fun. I had expected to be working yesterday, so when I realized I had the day off (I never thought I’d be sick of days off…), I decided to work on the wedding invitations. I
Reasons the Jailer is wrong: Because I’m worth it. Because I will go out today, even if it’s just a walk. Because I want to be healthy, and skinny does not mean healthy. Because I will only tell the truth, and people can interpret it however they please. Because I can be a good person.
Why bother getting out of bed? It’s not worth it. Why bother getting dressed? You aren’t going out today. Why bother eating? You’ll just get fat. Why bother talking? People will just twist your words. Why bother with manners? People are dicks. Why bother with creativity? You will never be original. Why bother cleaning? It’ll
So, I’ve been playing Minecraft with the Boy over the last couple of days. It is mind-blowing how far that game has come. I’ve been playing since late 2009, early 2010 (not sure of the exact date), and I remember not being able to even find a fucking wiki. Now, the wiki is my kid.
I hate being the awkward person in a conversation. It normally isn’t my problem. Often, I am the life of the party. Not so much lately. I’ve been withdrawn, and haven’t seen a lot of people. People miss me, and I miss them… in a manner of speaking. A couple of new(ish) friends invited Jenny and
