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I Hide Behind a Smile

August 2, 2015RoryDaily Update, DepressionAnxiety, Apathy, Depression, Fucks

I feel like I’m faking my entire life right now. I smile when someone smiles at me. I laugh when people make jokes, and smile kindly when appropriate. I hug and thank people for inviting me over. I smile and enjoy what I can. But Jenny catches me staring into space. I feel her eyes

How Many F*cks?

July 28, 2015RoryDepressionApathy Meme, Daily Update, Depression, Depression Meme, Fucks, Fucks Meme

Everybody manages their energy in different ways, right? Some people subscribe to the spoon theory, and others just schedule themselves really, really well. Not me. I have a pile of fucks, and they run out. Today, I have no fucks. I don’t have the fucks to be nice to the neighbors. I don’t have the fucks to